I managed to cross something off my bucket list yesterday and I feel recharged. Energized. It may be the thing that kick starts the achievement of some other goals on the list.
It occurred to me how we sometimes just end up drifting, not really heading toward our destination. Action requires, well, action. It's like going on a cruise across an ocean - you leave one place to go to another, hopefully better, place while having some fun along the way.
Think of life like this - you board the cruise ship and to leave your everyday life behind for a while to go someplace exotic or special. Your goals, dreams, hopes, wishes, bucket list are the exotic and someplace special you want to go. It could be anything, whatever you want to achieve. In order to get there, you have to leave where you have been.
So the cruise ship leaves port and it's such a thrill to start the journey! All kinds of new sights, sounds, and people. And then by day two, it all seems so normal and routine again. But you don't lose sight of where you want to go.
Now there are three kinds of people on this journey. There are those who do nothing but fear where they are going, withdraw from where they are currently, and think only of where they have been. These folks dwell in the past and can only remember how good things were.
There are those who party like there is no tomorrow. Literally. These folks are focused so much on the present they will be burned out by the time they get to their destination. They spend all their money gambling on the cruise ship or engaging in extremely risky excursions. They are having a blast but may not physically, spiritually, or financially make it to where they want to go.
Finally, there are those who enjoy what the cruise ship has to offer - they eat good food in moderation, meet some new people, see some sights, maybe engage in some educational things along the way but they are focused on the destination.
The problem with cruises is things can happen along the way like going off course, or in extreme circumstances engine failure. The ship goes adrift. Sometimes you drift back to where you came from and it seems safer to just go back. It's hard to tell if you have gotten closer to where you want to go or if it is easier to just go back. And so you drift and float on the ocean.
After a while it doesn't seem so bad. You have everything you want on the ship - food, shelter, entertainment, friends - so you settle into a pattern or habit. You see the same people everyday. Do the same activities. See the same sights. It gets comfortable and you begin to forget WHY you wanted to go to that special and exotic place. It's great right where you are - why figure out how to get the ship moving again?
Meanwhile, those who dwell in the past want to turn the ship around and go back. The partiers are quickly crashing and burning. And those who want to move on feel stuck. They aren't sure what to do - are the people who want to go back right? Were things so much better back there? Or are the thrill seekers right? Is the right way to live life like there is no tomorrow?
Then help arrives to fix the drifting ship. Maybe a new captain who can read the maritime charts to get back on the right course. Or maybe an engineer to fix the engines. Some force intervenes and the ship starts to move forward. And then you remember why it was important. You remember what you wanted so very much and why you want to reach this new destination. Why you planned the trip so very carefully in the first place.
I had been adrift for a while without really knowing it. I had a destination in mind but was comfortable in the middle of the ocean on a ship going nowhere fast. It's easy to settle into a routine and not "shake things up". It's easy to accept how things are and not want to do the work to change course to head to that exotic and special place you so badly want to get to.
Are you drifting or heading toward your goals?
