Part of it is I want to be sure I do things "right" though I doubt there is a right or wrong. It's really just an excuse since I have a habit of jumping and doing stuff WITHOUT planning all the time. So plotting and planning are really a sort of procrastination.
The other part is an unhealthy fear of failure. I know it's there and I know it holds me back but yet I can't seem to get past it. A fear that needs to be conquered. I have lived inside a comfort zone for so long, it's hard to venture out and be "different".
And so, I must just begin. Just do something, anything to move forward. I know I'll thank myself for it tomorrow, next month and next year.
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